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Thursday, July 15, 2010
Monday, April 12, 2010
..here goes. I have come to realize that being with someone doesnt necessarily make you happy.. I mean the feeling of always having someone can be the best feeling in the world, but sometimes its just not meant to be.. As for me,, im pretty much taking a break from the opposite sex for a while,, not to say im goinn gay; just taking a break.. I realized I need to find someone who is in tune with me. Maybe I should just do what everyone else says, wait. But i hate waiting so there in lies a problem.. Ive always been told "one day you'll find that person" well i feel like that day is gonna be a cold day in hell.. Maybe i just need to higher my standards? Compile a list of do's and dont's and when i find a person, compare them to what i want? idkkk, maybe one day everything in my world will fall right where its supposed to, but as for now?... it aint looking to hot.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
...I've been thinking these past couple of days about a buttload of things. What if I'm digging myself into a hole, that maybe I wont be able to dig myself out of in the future? I mean what if what I'm doing really isnt right for me? All these questions fill my head through out the day..at the end of the day its my decision of course, I am really the only one that can stop it... The question is : Do I really want to ?.. the million dollar question. I've realized that in life when it comes down to it, you really have no one to run to but yourself. Or maybe thats just me. Maybe its better that way, because in my current situation, all I have is myself. I dont know, maybe I'm just in my feelings at this current moment, who knows. I guess its better to have yourself, then no one at all... right ?
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
...man tryna find a job aint no joke ! I am tired of having to depend on others for money.. I feel like such a burden in there lives. Its like when apply placess i hound them and hound them, but nooooo can siedah get a break ? nope. But on some serious shit, me, jenae, and maria bout to get on this job grind so we can finally move out of the house.. I need to make it on my own, i serioulsy think im ready., wait i know im ready. I just applyed to for love 21 yesterday so i am seriously going to hound them about a job, i really wanna be ballin out of control..
-the money is the motive.$$$$
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
...at least that's what i hope, what I've noticed in the past weekend is that i am a very dependant person, and so have all my other friends. Well at least i noticed first ? it seems so, that when you pour your heart out to someone, and tell them EXACTLY how you feel, they never really get exactly how you feel. Or maybe that's just the way my situation went.. ughhh and i really don't know how to fix this, or maybe it really isn't my job to fix ? idk... It seemed to me that my entire world came crashing down in a matter of a weekend.. what I don't understand is how something that we had could have changed in a matter of two days... TWO DAYS!. I'm beginning to think that there were never any real feelings to begin with.. but of course according to him i was "sadly mistaken".. whatever.. you could have made it work, you should have made it work, but i wasn't trying hard enough?? bullshit. It was just as bitch way to get out of something that he couldnt handle...maybe im being a bit dramatic? but dont I have that right?..ughhh maybe things will get better..cuz right not, it aint lookin so hot.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
today is a blah day. dont have much to write. pictures later ? probably.
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